WEEEHOOO, I am back !!! Firstly got to say sorry to Rachel. I suppose to meet her at Lot1 but I fall asleep! :( Heard from my dar that she eat ice-cream emo go home. SORRY!!! I will haohao de bu chang ni de:)  I woke up immediately  rush here and there uh, reached school around 4.45pm. Meeting ended! ?.- Catherine re-explain to me the fund raising again! Heehee! xD While I having meeting, got this model agency call me. They keep spamming my phone la can? So desperate isit? I told them i having meeting and I will call them later, they still call, call, call! Irritating bastard! After meeting, I called them. They ask me to come down to their place. I told them I no free and they replied can you come down at night? (in a rude manner). Eh, their services so bad hur? Of cox, I rejected la! They spam me with SMS and CALL, They really were irritating bastard leh! Nothing better to do.

After meeting, got briefing for the next day exhibition. I dont feel like going leh. How?

Everything, meeting + briefing is only 30 to 45 min. ?.- I come school for that 30 to 45 min? Waste my time~ OOSP! Nvm, but get to meet my peeps! :) I never see Finna yesterday. I never see Jason for one week plus. I never see Alice for one week. I never see Amalina for 2 weeks! I never see Keith for 2 days. I never see Steve for one weeks! We all just lepak-ing at TEK room lo! And we took photos! Heehee! I love to take photo to the max!! :)

AMALINA AND MI! <33

FINNA AND ME!! <33

SHOCK!!! JASON AND ME!!! <33

STEVE AND ME!! <33

KEITH AND MEE!! <33

Compare with the one below!

YES! I GROW TALLER LE & PRETTIER! HAAH! :D

Whenever got 3 of us, we wont forget to take FAMILY POTRAIT! :)

TADA!

EPIC!!!!! (Y)

We look like we in a house isnt it? haha

LOOK AT MY SON,JASON! SO cute right? haha!

Steve, my husband! ACT SHUAI OR LOOK PIAN TAI? :X

Amalina, My LOVE ! with our AWESOMEEEE pose!!!! ;)

Finna, My baby! I like her dimple la can? XD

Keith, my hao peng you, EEK got the pervert look! :P

Look at the guy behind elf, LOOK SO WRONG! XP

FUTURE TOP MODEL YOU KNOW! DONT PLAYPLAY UH! HEHE!

After lepak-ing, went to get my Lemon ice blend.Not really nice as compare to the sweet talk one! SweetTalk one is more refreshing and shiokk whle the School one is too much water. :(  Waste my money and time only for today! HMP!!!!! Come school for 45 min and spent my money on Ice Blend while it is not really nice. :(

Labels: meeting, meetups, sian, slack

Today is SUNDAY, I should be Studying for Data Comm now ! But Whatever I read, nothing seem to go inside my brain. Cham! I just paint my nail pink! I damm love it la!! <33 Cant wait to paint orange next time! :) Later 2am got Soccer match! Although I seldom watch soccer or bet soccer, I am so going to support SPAIN this time ! :) Spain will win the World Cup, Octopus also support SPAIN ok! YESYES! TMl week 11! so happy that this sem is going to end!!! weehoooo!!!

Today stay at home! So guai of me right? My wardrobe is in mess again! Need to pack real soon !

Update of my wall again:

From Nadiah! So sweet la! I found our first pic in Mid-Autum Festival Project!!!

From Madeline <33

From Rachel, My Junior <33

From Faiz, Service- Learning Mate <33

From SinYing, My classmate!!! <33

When travelling the path of life, and finding love along the way, Everything looks new and different. Little do you know it is the same old landscape you used to see all of the time; Love has just given you new eyes. Love is a hidden fire, A pleasant sore, A delicious poison, A delectable pain, An agreeable torment, A sweet and throbbing wound, A gentle death.

There is something I cant guarantee my feeling towards you yet. But I know I like you. I like you for everything that you say and do. I like you for the happiness I feel when you are beside me. I like you because when you are near, the whole world is meaningful.

Omg, I am Waiting for you :)

Labels: Cinta Padamu, complicated, sian

YAY! I level up le ! If only this is my real club, that will be incredible~ I will be earning BIG BUCKS everyday! Okay! Somebody POP my dream bubble please. Currently doing my PP. I guess I will waking up early to do up my PP. This few days must chiong PP and OOP liao. Hope everything can be done by Friday!

Today spent my day with  Finna, Jason, Didi and Junhao! Met Finna, Jason & Didi at CCK Mrt and headed to Jurong. We walk to IMM building and went up to Daiso to get our SLC stuff, which is the Curtain Pole. And I got my Laptop Pouch! YAY! Previously, my laptop pouch lost in Reel Room lor. Cox Keith rushing me that time! HMP! Lucky, I never get those branded stuff uh. If not I sure Heartbreak here and there as I lost my things easily. :( Perhaps I should label all my stuff. Next time, if anyone of you found & pick up my stuffs, you can return it back to me. XD Nice idea right? *WINKS*   We walked round & round the daiso. Tired liao, went to pay everything and we went to  MAKAN! I got my Indonesia Fried Rice. YumYum, got my grandma smell~ Hahaha! After makan went to giant walkwalk, end up we got our 90 cents bottled drinks. Then, Didi went for Job application while we walk around again~  Cotton On Now got sales! I want to buy clothes! But I cant buy :( Mummy sure nagnagnag.

We had been walking a few hours? No strength to walk back Jurong IMM le! We took the Free Shuttle Bus instead. Haha! Went in Mrt and travel to school to put the SLC stuff. Didi pangsey us at woodland:(  JunHao meet us at woodland :) Went to SLC room slack for a while :) Lucky JunHao is SLC uh, if not out of the room please. Hahaha!

9plus we all HOME SWEET HOME ~*~* Waiting the photos to be uploaded! :)

PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP * PP * OOP *

Sometime Life is simple,we insist on making complicated. Am I right?

Everyone of us is losing something precious to us. Lost opportunities, lost possibilities, feelings we can never get back again. That is part of what it means to be alive. But inside our heads ~at least that is where I imagine it~ there is a little room where we store those memories. A room like the stacks in this library. And to understand the workings of our own heart we have to keep on making new reference cards. We have to dust things off every once in a while, let in fresh air, change the water in the flower vases. In other words, you will live forever in your own little private library.

If only time could revert back, I wont repeat my mistakes. If time could revert back, I wont be regretting now. If only time could revert back, I wont be suffering all this shits anymore. FML~*~* Sometime, I keep thinking the positive part, but I cant. The negative of me keep pulling me down. What should I do?

Its a common belief that positive thinking leads to a happier, healthier life. As children we are told to smile, be cheerful and put on a happy face. As adults we are told to look on the bright side, to make lemonade and see glasses as half full. Sometimes reality can get in the way of our ability to act the happy part though. Your hope can fail, boyfriends can cheat, friends can disappoint . . .  In these moments, when you just want to get real, drop the act, and be your true scared unhappy self.

You wont know how much I misses you. I cant talk to you, I cant see you. :(

Labels: sian

YAY! I am married to Finna Tew! <3 HOOHOOO! I guess when Junhao and Quek landed on Korea, they will be hearing this : Thank you for flying Singapore Airline. We hope you enjoyed giving us the business as much as we enjoyed taking you for a ride. As you exit the plane, please make sure to gather all of your belongings. Anything left behind will be distributed evenly among the flight attendants. Please do not leave children or spouses.

Am I right ? HAHA!

Sometime Life is full of shits. Not only when you facing Boy Girl relationship but also friends relationship. Some friends like to take advantage of you. Some friends treat you invisible. Some friends come to you after they break off with their stead. Some friends treats you like shit. I guess you have heard this quotation: Dont walk in front of me, I may not follow. Dont walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend. You will agree with this quote when it is beginning. But however if your friend changed, you will change the quote to Dont walk in front of me, I may not follow. Dont walk behind me, I may not lead. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. Agrees? Haha. Sorry to all my friends, I not saying about you guys. I am just hantam to one of my beloved particular friend, named Ass. Oi Ass, if you happen to read this I am tell you Don't get insulted ya, but is your job devoted to spreading ignorance? *WINKS*

Sorry people sometime I do have a evil mouth. Well, that me. :) HelloHello just for your information, I am a human being too! My patience level got limit one hor. It is like the thermometer with mercury inside. When the temperature is high, the mercury will rise up.  I know the limitation of my patience level is quite high, hardly people reaches it. BUT if you did something wrong, and the mercury rise up, I dont know what will happen to you liao uh. I will treat you, how you treated me. So dont anyhow anyhow uh!

Today send mail to my SLC mates. Sometime I dont like people that never reply my mail. I added all of them in facebook. Why they accept the friend request so fast den accepting the meeting request hurr?

See what I meant? :)

URGH, CHILL!! No point angrying too. Cox sometime I also never reply mail. :P Never reply my mail isit? Haha! You all are going to be so dead! I going to spam your inbox till it flood! Ohyah, Dont ever think that if you are my senior, friend or junior you can dont reply or respond to email hor. Respect please. Thankyou. You all think I god uh? I can predict who going who never go uh? Sorry uh, I am a human being.

Sorry people, today my mood totally off. Pardon me for this uh.  Dont get offended ya? Sorry Sorry ! Nana love you alrights? Loves and Huggies. MUACKS!! <3

I miss my sis now. SIS faster come back! I miss the days arguing with you. I miss the nights where I kicked you or you kicked me off the bed.

There are lots of things out there. Fakes, doubters, liars, prophets, dreamers, lovers, fighters, believers. Everyone fits into a category. No matter what we may say, we all hate at least one person. No matter how we choose to feel, we will always love that one person who doesnt love us back. Regardless of supposed ignorance, we all know the truth. It is this game of life. Its this mystery. Now, I dont know how to solve it. But by God, even if I have to battle a fucking komodo dragon, I will get out alive.

I tink finna will disagree with thiss. HAHA! Am i right?

Ohyah, Peeps! Remember to Help mi click on the advertisement!!! <33

THANK YOU!

Labels: SHIT, sian

MushiMushi! Yesh! Nana is back to blog again! How are you guys anyway? Feel tired of the RP system? Hahaa. I am telling you, me too! Every since i come to Year2, I began to slack alot. Is either I cabot class or dont understand the problem. Urgh, never mind. I am not going to retake my module. I am so going to get out this school fast, which mean by studying hard and get good GPA! :)

Today is Friday. Walking to school and i saw you from far. Within one view, i know is you. I was hoping like one day you will talk to me again. But will it happen? SUA! OOP was kinda understanding today. I finally can see sparks on it le. I feel so happy and I wasnt late for school. YAY, Problem 5 week can say a nice start for me. Keep it up NANA! After school went to meet my dearies : Esther, Finna, Haslin, Madeline, ChengHeng, JunHao, Ethan, Zane, Kevan, Jason and JingLie. Went to makan and headed to TRCC watch choir performance after that. :) I never emo luh. Just that my stomach pain only :)  Walked to Causeway to after that and I FALL DOWN! Give me one aunty lucy clap! CLAP* SO EMBARRASING! *swing Head*

Currently is raining now. I am feeling cold now. Will you hug me tight? I shall remain silent.

Sometime whenever people treat you good, you will tend to think whether he/she is it interested in you. And gradually you have feeling for him/her. But however he/she didnt have anything feeling for you at all. End up you are the one hurting yourself. I am not going to think so much. Please stop asking me who I like or I like whoever which is so RUBBISH.

Yesterday is my off day ! Finally one day i can no need to attend meeting on Thursday! Woohoo! But I still went to school go find all my dearies : Esther, Junhao, ChengHeng, Jason, Kevan, Haslin, Shireen, Ivan, Ethan :) So sweet of me right? *WINKS* Went school with baby Finna. She PON SCHOOL! Never go lesson but go for acapella. Tsktsk! Naughtynaugty~ I going to take my spoon and hit you!! While waiting for Finna to end, we went library to play wii. Like retard uh. Hold the controller and swing in all direction. I am a nooby in wii. :(  After that, we went W1 to slack. =)

Have a fun session singing with Finna, JunHao, Jason, Ethan and Kevan. Sing oldies songs!!! FunFunFun!

Labels: sian

Yesterday sleep at 3.30am . Cant even sleep. Dunno why. Loads of things running through my mind. Today woke up 7am,just to stone only. =.= Tried to go back sleep but no avail. Stare at the ceiling for hours till everyone wake up =.= . 9am breakfast time, den go causeway with mama and meimei. Go causeway to return the mio tv box. At the meantime go buy sis birthday present and do some shopping. Sian uh.. Everytime go causeway till I sian. I can tell you, I almost memorise which stall is at where le. Today, i saw someone, I dont think he see me. Wondering how is your life? Wondering how is everything about you. I though I had really forgotten about you but today i saw you, HAIZ! Flashback! ASSHOLE ! =.= Why must i see u again? Nvm. Later i go sleep and wake up, everything will be alright =) HOPE SO?

We went to Woodland checkpoint area jalan jalan lo. Mood totally off! GRRR!! Forget it.

If u realise, i wont be reply ur sms often or i reply you late. Nothing wrong. Just that I am scared. And I know whatever you are thinking. I know what is going to happen.

Labels: sian

How i wish i could be a little kid. Free of everything. Free of troubles. Just enjoying life with fullest.

Labels: sian

DID I JUST CONFESSED ?

Labels: sian