Time to update bloggiee! School start, everything back to normal. Come school at 9.15am and we have our meeting 1, study period 1, meeting 2, study period 2 and meeting 3. Dismissal at 4 or even earlier. Come class, face the 4 walls, 5 tables, 25 chairs, 25 classmates 1 facilitator,1 facilitator chair and table,1 whiteboard and of course our best friend projector. Today we just ended our UT1, 2 weeks later we will be having our UT2. Is totally like so fast can? In fact we will have our UT2 tml which is OOP assignment presentation, but mine is on Monday 11.00am. PP report kena 38 percent of plagiarism. Need to rephrase abit and resend again:(

I am worrying for alot of things now:

1) OOP Assignment 2) PP report 3) Fund Raising 4) Friends 5) Mr YEO.

You maybe thinking who is Mr Yeo right? Haha. Mr Yeo is a guy that I liked. But he surname of course not YEO uh. SHH. No more clue given liao. :)

Mr Yeo, Mr Yeo. I really wish I had the courage to tell you exactly how much I miss you. I really wish that you could talk to me. I really wish that , , , , I got alot of things want to tell you but i just cant put into words. I waited, and waited. And he waited too, though I didn�ft know what he was waiting for. It felt like I was the only one reaching out. But he was always there. Watching me watching him. Never any closer to me, but never any farther away, either.I want you! But I am not giving in this time! It is amazing that how someone can break your heart but you still love him with all the little pieces.

Alrights, enough of Mr YEO. To all year2 in RP, we only left 16 + 16 +16 + 7 weeks more to get out of RP! Haha! YAY! Soon, there will be no meeting 1, study period 1, meeting 2, study period 2 and meeting 3. No more presentation. I want fastfast study, fastfast graduate. I cant wait to graduate you know? Cox i dont wanna to face code anymore :( Haha.

Yes, you all may think I am crazy. But i am not. Just a little unwell i guess.

I rmb W47J, we first week start camwhore already. In fact first day we took photos! <3

I rmb W16C, b4 school start, the orientation day, we laugh like dunno what! hehe! <3

Now week 8 and Sometime I see the class is so ALIEN to me. Everyone seems to do their own things.I miss my days during year1s. I miss the day where we laugh out loud. I miss the day where we blast music together. I miss the days where we disturb each other. I miss the day where we hang out late in school. I miss the day where we studied for UT together. I miss the day we camwhore together. I miss the day that we engage the whole class to do activities together. What I mean was, SPORT DAY! PLAY POOL, Class Outing, Cakbot class, Come school together, Go home together, Eat together, Slack together, Go toilet together, MSN Spam together, etc etc. However, ever since I step into this class, everyone will have their own clique, outside clique or some other clique uh. I cannot learn in an environment without fun you know? It will demotivating me from coming to school. I guess I can forget about my GPA scoring 3 and above for this sem :( hais. Suan le. If you people happen to read this, I am sorry, no offence ya. Just wanna rant my feeling out yo.

Are you expecting me to offer an explanation of human behaviour? Can you understand? Someone, Somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little? for all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that. I wanna love my life. But it is hard, and I have soooo much to learn. When I am good, I am very good. But when I am bad, I will be better! HMP!

A good laugh and a long sleep are the best cures in the doctor book. I shall go sleep now. GoodNights!

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