Today woke up at 2pm in the afternoon. Power right? Sleep at 2am woke up at 2am. Slept for 12 hours. YAY! Wake up eat nasi lemak that my mum bought for breakfast. Erhemm. Not breakfast anymore. Is lunch. Hahaha. THANKS MUMMY ! MUACKS. Help mummy with housechores just now. Sweep the floor, Mop the floor, fold clothes, blablabla. Tired you know? Haha. After that went for running. Feel so fresh after running. I wanna play sports! Anybody want to play with me? No worries, I play almost all sports. Hahaha :) I am so bored now. Anybody can entertain me?

There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not,I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I dont want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you hurts me even more . I have convinced everyone else that I dont like you and that I don't want you anymore. Now all I need to do is convince myself. Nah, I dont like you anymore. I have moving on well. You better get lost. I am opening my heart for everyone!! Huggies and Kisses for everyone!! MUACKSSS!!!

* I am so sorry that if I had hurt you unintentionally or what. But, I think we should just be friend *smile*. I really dont know how to say this, but I guess I just tell you, that I dont have the same feeling as you do. I hope you understand that. You are a really great guy, but I know there is someone out there who likes you, and would love to go out with you. I know it is just going to be awkward for both of us. Awkward is not the end of the world. 

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