Sunday, Family Day. Sorry Aason, Jason, Junhao that i never go out with you all. Cox today my papa,mama and sis all at home den i have to stay guai at home also. :)  Today my mama cook alot of seafood. I ate alot. You know what, my ear hurts! OUCHH!!

Today, I did nothing. Literally nothing. I just cough here and there spreading my germs around. =( Trying to get my afternoon nap, end up I just half asleep. I can hear my surroundings. I guess I going to fall a sick soon! Shits. It SHUCKS! As I was reading my past blogs, I saw this :

*Sometimes I wonder. I wonder that perhaps we really weren't meant to be. Perhaps you were here to teach me a lesson. Even though my heart says it loves you more than anything in all eternity, something tells me that all this pain, all these fears, and all the emotions you ever caused... it's here to teach me a valuable lesson. So when I really do meet the person I love in all eternity. I won't make the same mistake.

Yes. Learn ur lesson please. So that you wont made the same mistake. I know I know, Love is Blind. Love really hurts.Love shucks. But how long can you hold? Telling yourself wanted to let go of him or her not? You will eventually get tired. Both Physical and emotional ways. When you are tired, almost everything you do will be affected. When you have loved unconditionally one man and lost that love, it leaves a wound that never heals, a sad and broken heart, avoid forever. I understand that. I understand how you feel. Even if I understand, but does he/she know how you feel? He/She probably having fun now.

Another post that i blog previously :

*I know the reality we can't be together,so I just close my eye and you are right here with me. In my dreams you are mine forever. What I can promise you now is I won't cut my wrist,I won't drunk myself up,I won't go piercing but I will still run no matter it is rain or shine.*

I am sorry to say, I broke the promise. I did pierce my ear.

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